Yankees perhaps at Tara, now, this minute!She listened again but theblood thudding in her ears all but blurred out the sound of far-off firing. No, they couldn't be at Jonesboro yet.If they were that far away, the sound would be fainter, more indistinct.But they must be at least ten miles down the road toward Jonesboro, probably near the little settlement of Rough and Ready.But Jonesboro was scarcely more than ten miles below Rough and Ready.
Cannon to the south, and they might be tolling the knell of Atlanta's fall. But to Scarlett, sick for her mother's safety, fighting to the south only meant fighting near Tara.She walked the floor and wrung her hands and for the first time the thought in all its implications came to her that the gray army might be defeated.It was the thought of Sherman's thousands so close to Tara that brought it all home to her, brought the full horror of the war to her as no sound of siege guns shattering windowpanes, no privations of food and clothing and no endless rows of dying men had done.Sherman's army within a few miles of Tara!And even if the Yankees should be defeated, they might fall back down the road to Tara.And Gerald couldn't possibly refugee out of their way with three sick women.
Oh, if she were only there now, Yankees or not. She paced the floor in her bare feet, her nightgown clinging to her legs and the more she walked the stronger became her foreboding.She wanted to be at home.She wanted to be near Ellen.
From the kitchen below, she heard the rattle of china as Prissy prepared breakfast, but no sound of Mrs. Meade's Betsy.The shrill, melancholy minor of Prissy was raised,“Jes'a few mo'days, ter tote de wee-ry load……”The song grated on Scarlett, its sad implications frightening her, and slipping on a wrapper she pattered out into the hall and to the back stairs and shouted:“Shut up that singing, Prissy!”
A sullen“Yas'm”drifted up to her and she drew a deep breath, feeling suddenly ashamed of herself.
“Where's Betsy?”
“Ah doan know. She aid'came.”
Scarlett walked to Melanie's door and opened it a crack, peering into the sunny room. Melanie lay in bed in her nightgown, her eyes closed and circled with black, her heart-shaped face bloated, her slender body hideous and distorted.Scarlett wished viciously that Ashley could see her now.She looked worse than any pregnant woman she had ever seen.As she looked Melanie's eyes opened and a soft warm smile lit her face.
“Come in,”she invited, turning awkwardly on her side.“I've been awake since sun-up, thinking, and, Scarlett, there's something I want to ask you.”
She entered the room and sat down on the bed that was glaring with harsh sunshine.
Melanie reached out and took Scarlett's hand in a gentle confiding clasp.
“Dear,”she said,“I'm sorry about the cannon. It's toward Jonesboro, isn't it?”
Scarlett said“Um,”her heart beginning to beat faster as the thought recurred.
“I know how worried you are. I know you'd have gone home last week when you heard about your mother, if it hadn't been for me.Wouldn't you?”
“Yes,”said Scarlett, ungraciously.
“Scarlett, darling. You've been so good to me.No sister could have been sweeter or braver.And I love you for it.I'm so sorry I'm in the way.”
Scarlett stared. Loved her, did she?The fool!
“And Scarlett, I've been lying here thinking and I want to ask a very great favor of you.”Her clasp tightened.“If I should die, will you take my baby?”
Melanie's eyes were wide and bright with soft urgency.
“Will you?”
Scarlett jerked her hand away as fear swamped her. Fear roughened her voice as she spoke.
“Oh, don't be a goose, Melly. You aren't going to die.Every woman thinks she's going to die with her first baby.I know I did.”
“No, you didn't. You've never been afraid of anything.You are just saying that to try to cheer me up.I'm not afraid to die but I'm so afraid to leave the baby, if Ashley is—Scarlett, promise me that you'll take my baby if I should die.Then I won't be afraid.Aunt Pittypat is too old to raise a child and Honeyand India are sweet but—I want you to have my baby.Promise me, Scarlett.And if it's a boy, bring him up like Ashley, and if it's a girl—dear, I'd like her to be like you.”
“God's nightgown!”cried Scarlett, leaping from the bed.“Aren't things bad enough without you talking about dying?”
“I'm sorry, dear. But promise me.I think it'll be today.I'm sure it'll be today.Please promise me.”
“Oh, all right, I promise,”said Scarlett, looking down at her in bewilderment.
Was Melanie such a fool she really didn't know how she cared for Ashley?Or did she know everything and feel that because of that love, Scarlett would take good care of Ashley's child?Scarlett had a wild impulse to cry out questions, but they died on her lips as Melanie tool～her hand and held it for an instant against her cheek.Tranquillity had come back into her eyes.
“Why do you think it will be today, Melly?”
“I've been having pains since dawn—but not very bad ones.”
“You have?Well, why didn't you call me?I'll send Prissy for Dr. Meade.”
“No, don't do that yet, Scarlett. You know how busy he is, how busy theyall are.Just send word to him that we'll need him some time today.Send over to Mrs.Meade's and tell her and ask her to come over and sit with me.She'll know when to really send for him.”
“Oh, stop being so unselfish. You know you need a doctor as much as anybody in the hospital.I'll send for him right away.”
“No, please don't. Sometimes it takes all day having a baby and I just couldn't let the doctor sit here for hours when all those poor boys need him so much.Just send for Mrs.Meade.She'll know.”
“Oh, all right,”said Scarlett.
