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第36章 PART ONE(35)

Thus during nineteen years of torture and slavery,this soul mounted and at the same time fell.

Light entered it on one side,and darkness on the other.

Jean Valjean had not,as we have seen,an evil nature.

He was still good when he arrived at the galleys.

He there condemned society,and felt that he was becoming wicked;he there condemned Providence,and was conscious that he was becoming impious.

It is difficult not to indulge in meditation at this point.

Does human nature thus change utterly and from top to bottom?Can the man created good by God be rendered wicked by man?Can the soul be completely made over by fate,and become evil,fate being evil?

Can the heart become misshapen and contract incurable deformities and infirmities under the oppression of a disproportionate unhappiness,as the vertebral column beneath too low a vault?

Is there not in every human soul,was there not in the soul of Jean Valjean in particular,a first spark,a divine element,incorruptible in this world,immortal in the other,which good can develop,fan,ignite,and make to glow with splendor,and which evil can never wholly extinguish?

Grave and obscure questions,to the last of which every physiologist would probably have responded no,and that without hesitation,had he beheld at Toulon,during the hours of repose,which were for Jean Valjean hours of revery,this gloomy galley-slave,seated with folded arms upon the bar of some capstan,with the end of his chain thrust into his pocket to prevent its dragging,serious,silent,and thoughtful,a pariah of the laws which regarded the man with wrath,condemned by civilization,and regarding heaven with severity.

Certainly,——and we make no attempt to dissimulate the fact,——the observing physiologist would have beheld an irremediable misery;he would,perchance,have pitied this sick man,of the law's ******;but he would not have even essayed any treatment;he would have turned aside his gaze from the caverns of which he would have caught a glimpse within this soul,and,like Dante at the portals of hell,he would have effaced from this existence the word which the finger of God has,nevertheless,inscribed upon the brow of every man,——hope.

Was this state of his soul,which we have attempted to analyze,as perfectly clear to Jean Valjean as we have tried to render it for those who read us?

Did Jean Valjean distinctly perceive,after their formation,and had he seen distinctly during the process of their formation,all the elements of which his moral misery was composed?

Had this rough and unlettered man gathered a perfectly clear perception of the succession of ideas through which he had,by degrees,mounted and descended to the lugubrious aspects which had,for so many years,formed the inner horizon of his spirit?Was he conscious of all that passed within him,and of all that was working there?

That is something which we do not presume to state;it is something which we do not even believe.

There was too much ignorance in Jean Valjean,even after his misfortune,to prevent much vagueness from still lingering there.

At times he did not rightly know himself what he felt.

Jean Valjean was in the shadows;he suffered in the shadows;he hated in the shadows;one might have said that he hated in advance of himself.

He dwelt habitually in this shadow,feeling his way like a blind man and a dreamer.

Only,at intervals,there suddenly came to him,from without and from within,an access of wrath,a surcharge of suffering,a livid and rapid flash which illuminated his whole soul,and caused to appear abruptly all around him,in front,behind,amid the gleams of a frightful light,the hideous precipices and the sombre perspective of his destiny.

The flash passed,the night closed in again;and where was he?He no longer knew.

The peculiarity of pains of this nature,in which that which is pitiless——that is to say,that which is brutalizing——predominates,is to transform a man,little by little,by a sort of stupid transfiguration,into a wild beast;sometimes into a ferocious beast.

Jean Valjean's successive and obstinate attempts at escape would alone suffice to prove this strange working of the law upon the human soul.

Jean Valjean would have renewed these attempts,utterly useless and foolish as they were,as often as the opportunity had presented itself,without reflecting for an instant on the result,nor on the experiences which he had already gone through.He escaped impetuously,like the wolf who finds his cage open.Instinct said to him,'Flee!'

Reason would have said,'Remain!'But in the presence of so violent a temptation,reason vanished;nothing remained but instinct.

The beast alone acted.

When he was recaptured,the fresh severities inflicted on him only served to render him still more wild.

One detail,which we must not omit,is that he possessed a physical strength which was not approached by a single one of the denizens of the galleys.

At work,at paying out a cable or winding up a capstan,Jean Valjean was worth four men.

He sometimes lifted and sustained enormous weights on his back;and when the occasion demanded it,he replaced that implement which is called a jack-screw,and was formerly called orgueil[pride],whence,we may remark in passing,is derived the name of the Rue Montorgueil,near the Halles[Fishmarket]in Paris.

His comrades had nicknamed him Jean the Jack-screw.Once,when they were repairing the balcony of the town-hall at Toulon,one of those admirable caryatids of Puget,which support the balcony,became loosened,and was on the point of falling.

Jean Valjean,who was present,supported the caryatid with his shoulder,and gave the workmen time to arrive.

His suppleness even exceeded his strength.

Certain convicts who were forever dreaming of escape,ended by ****** a veritable science of force and skill combined.

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