He would now destroy a big live thing.He was too busy and happy to know that he was happy.He was thrilling and exulting in ways new to him and greater to him than any he had known before.
He held on to the wing and growled between his tight-clenched teeth.
The ptarmigan dragged him out of the bush.When she turned and tried to drag him back into the bush's shelter, he pulled her away from it and on into the open.And all the time she was ****** outcry and striking with her wing, while feathers were flying like a snow-fall.The pitch to which he was aroused was tremendous.All the fighting blood of his breed was up in him and surging through him.This was living, though he did not know it.He was realizing his own meaning in the world; he was doing that for which he was made -- killing meat and battling to kill it.He was justifying his existence, than which life can do no greater; for life achieves its summit when it does to the utter-most that which it was equipped to do.
After a time, the ptarmigan ceased her struggling.He still held her by the wing, and they lay on the ground and looked at each other.He tried to growl threateningly, ferociously.She pecked on his nose, which by now, what of previous adventures, was sore.He winced but held on.She pecked him again and again.From wincing, he went to whimpering.He tried to back away from her, oblivious of the fact that by his hold on her he dragged her after him.A rain of pecks fell on his ill-used nose.The flood of fight ebbed down in him, and, releasing his prey, he turned tail and scampered off across the open in inglorious retreat.
He lay down to rest on the other side of the open, near the edge of the bushes, his tongue lolling out, his chest heaving and panting, his nose still hurting him and causing him to continue his whimper.But as he lay there, suddenly there came to him a feeling as of something terrible impending.The unknown with all its terrors rushed upon him, and he shrank back instinctively into the shelter of the bush.As he did so, a draught of air fanned him, and a large, winged body swept ominously and silently past.A hawk, driving down out of the blue, had barely missed him.
While he lay in the bush, recovering from this fright and peering fearfully out, the mother-ptarmigan on the other side of the open space fluttered out of the ravaged nest.It was because of her loss that she paid no attention to the winged bolt of the sky.But the cub saw, and it was a warning and a lesson to him -- the swift downward swoop of the hawk, the short skim of its body just above the ground, the strike of its talons in the body of the ptarmigan, the ptarmigan's squawk of agony and fright, and the hawk's rush upward into the blue, carrying the ptarmigan away with it.
It was a long time before the cub left his shelter.He had learned much.
Live things were meat.They were good to eat.Also, live things when they were large enough, could give hurt.It was better to eat small live things like ptarmigan chicks, and to let alone large live things like ptarmigan hens.Nevertheless he felt a little prick of ambition, a sneaking desire to have another battle with that ptarmigan hen -- only the hawk had carried her away.Maybe there were other ptarmigan hens.He would go and see.
He came down a shelving bank to the stream.He had never seen water before.The footing looked good.There were no inequalities of surface.
He stepped boldly out on it; and went down, crying with fear, into the embrace of the unknown.It was cold, and he gasped, breathing quickly.
The water rushed into his lungs instead of the air that had always accompanied his act of breathing.The suffocation he experienced was like the pang of death.To him it signified death.He had no conscious knowledge of death, but like every animal of the Wild, he possessed the instinct of death.
To him it stood as the greatest of hurts.It was the very essence of the unknown; it was the sum of the terrors of the unknown, the one culminating and unthinkable catastrophe that could happen to him, about which he knew nothing and about which he feared everything.
He came to the surface, and the sweet air rushed into his open mouth.
He did not go down again.Quite as though it had been a long-established custom of his, he struck out with all his legs and began to swim.The near bank was a yard away; but he had come up with his back to it, and the first thing his eyes rested upon was the opposite bank, toward which he immediately began to swim.The stream was a small one, but in the pool it widened out to a score of feet.
Midway in the passage, the current picked up the cub and swept him down-stream.
